Sunday, December 05, 2004
Crossroads
"Its just that one day soon, you're going to come to a crossroads, and when you do, you're going to either decide to do this for yourself or your fear is going to become too much for you and you're going to quit," said Ryan as I drove him home from rehearsal.
// posted by Justin @ 7:53 PM 
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Yeah, well fuck Ryan for being the one who pushes the fucking reality button. Who the fuck is he anyhow? My fucking improv coach? Why does he get to say this shit that snapped my neck back and made me question my life and who the fuck I am living for. I never wanted that from him, and I bet he never had a clue how much what he said even meant. Up till that point I barely respected him as an improvisor, now its him who has made me face this shit deep inside me. The rush of thoughts that crossed my mind after I processed his statement was overwhelming and I almost resent him for making me deal with it. I knew he had no idea though, so Isaid nothing. I dropped him at his place with a smile, and went home to cry.
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