Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Sick and Tired
Well, I am sick. Its my body saying, "Whoa, slow down there old-timer!". I guess this is what comes of doing too much partying in one week.
I am still kinda upset how I had to hear about Shelby talking behind my back and all, but we discussed it on some emails, and I think its a little better. Still no apology, but I guess she doesn't think I need one. It just always surprises me when people who claim to be my friend say bad things about me behind my back. I guess I am more of a confrontational person, and I would much rather them talk to me about it if they are my friend. Either that, or drop all the faking and stop acting like you are my friend. I mean, its not easy to tell someone who is your friend that you think they may be making bad choices. Sure its hard, but if they are my friend I bite the bullet and confront them, cause no one wants to hear second hand gripes. Ugh, sorry, I am sick and tired, so that's my rant for today.
I am still kinda upset how I had to hear about Shelby talking behind my back and all, but we discussed it on some emails, and I think its a little better. Still no apology, but I guess she doesn't think I need one. It just always surprises me when people who claim to be my friend say bad things about me behind my back. I guess I am more of a confrontational person, and I would much rather them talk to me about it if they are my friend. Either that, or drop all the faking and stop acting like you are my friend. I mean, its not easy to tell someone who is your friend that you think they may be making bad choices. Sure its hard, but if they are my friend I bite the bullet and confront them, cause no one wants to hear second hand gripes. Ugh, sorry, I am sick and tired, so that's my rant for today.

